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How do I get as much time with someone, love it, want it, to sleep thinking about it, dream about it, agree with her on the head whilebeing sad sometimes when I am with her? Because itdisappoints me so much knowing that I love so much ... evenwithout meaning to do this to me .. I hate feeling this way ... SAD... ALONE! the more precisely the person I most wanted was "was not" until more was not enough to feel good .... I'm so sad and pensive, watching every detail and every movementwhenever I say something is not perhaps be unfair ....